merry merry making.

chocolates, candy canes and everything nice. phew, i had so much of these for the past few days.

anyway, huahui is back ;D thanks for reading, you’re really appreciated for the thought.

and talking about thoughts, i was pondering over some stuffs for the past few days.

• every disappointment may be a new appointment.
• more is less, less is more.

My Christmas was an interesting one this year! tears, sweat, laughs….. 

i had dinner with my parents and suddenly, i got really intimidated by my future. fear set in when my parents started talking about schools, money, cars..  Ah, breakaway~  have you got that feeling before?  expectations. what a word. I’m really blessed, to have really good parents. many of the expectations in my life didn’t come from them, but myself. Perhaps my cell grp member was right. expectations at times may pull you down.

 i’m still good.

hectic.

I love the moon. Lonely as it seems. Unique, as there’s only one.  From the light of the sun, it shines so bright in the night. i don’t mind being one. haha.

 I was really tempted to sleep more every morning. But the reality still woke me up. Despite all, i’m still glad that I’ve found my comfort and strength.

the second chance.

I felt so screwed for about half a minute or so. When i realised that i was late in the online registration for the PAE (Provisional Pre-U Admission Exercise).

” There will be strictly no registration after 21 Nov 2007 4.00pm.There will be strictly no registration after 21 Nov 2007 4.00pm.There will be strictly no registration after 21 Nov 2007 4.00pm.There will be strictly no registration after 21 Nov 2007 4.00pm.There will be strictly no registration after 21 Nov 2007 4.00pm.There will be strictly no registration after 21 Nov 2007 4.00pm.” It just kept on running in my mind and i dialed for Wen Shan immediately.

But seriously, thank God for second chances. i can still register tml, before 11 a.m at the MOE office. 

Chances

it is now added to my “list of Important Words”. Many at times, another chance is just what it takes for someone to get up on his feet, to embark on another journey. Or perhaps, for a real trival matter. But all in all, a chance brings about hope.

 Christmas is drawing near (hooooray for that!). The season of chances ;}

damn, i leave my wires in my room again. pictures, soon!

In his room

The war against O-level is over! Celebration!

was just reading through my brother’s blog, and he gave a crude remark, (‘jokingly’ though)

“Stop reading!” said my brother.

“Isn’t that the purpose of your blog?” I replied.

“Its for ANYONE else except you!”

well well, i guess someday he’s going to sneek up into my blog and see what i’m posting about.

AH HA! CAUGHT YOU BROTHER!

hahahas. bet all the A-levelers are slogging their way through the exams. it feels really good. real good. when you see someone taking his (or her) future seriously.

If you need other people to worry about your own future, how pathetic.

The teenage Witch.

sometimes when i’m out, thoughts will be just running in my mind, after  i see, hear (or touch?) and i’ll be like

“ok, i’m going to post that.”

and when i’m home, i’ll just walked past my brother’s room and not knowing how to put those thoughts into this metallic instrument. sorry for the late updates!

was taking a break after doing chemistry MCQ qus. and i caught Kids Central which was showing SABRINA (the teenage witch, you know.) and she was just saying the lines:

” i just thought that changing the past would be better. I realised, what we got to do is to face the problems.” (Sabrina looked so old with wrinkles running all over. Then the “Father Time” changed her back into the teenage girl that she used to be…)

i thought of something and poof. apologize. i feeeel so great. i hope she is too ;D

Yesterday. went out for a belated birthday lunch with judith and the rest. it was totally like indulgence, and luxury is simple! Eating and Drinking (soups, green tea, cokes.) Shopping, spending money, sleeping late (not because of books) and waking up later than usual. LUXURY!  ;D

it’s better than this.

I’m feeling sha la la.

Brillance

An English university creative writing class was asked to write a concise essay containing the following elements:

(1) Religion (2) Royalty (3) Sex (4) Mystery

The prize winner wrote:

“My God,” said the Queen, “I’m pregnant. I wonder who the father is.”

SHAMPOO!

i went to the teck whye neighbourhood market to get shampoo, conditioner to be exact.

ah, a walk around the market is satisfying.

you revolving around the world.

Self-conscious: excessively aware of being observed by others.

Dictionary is a really good tool to clear your doubts. At least that’s how i cleared mine at times.

excessively, observed, others, self.

everyone is talking about rights, the Homosexuals… animals… enviornment, Bush, Rice. Give yourself the right to decide and path out your road. How pathetic? when your world revolves around the people who are around you.

Because of this word (self-conscious), celebrities involve in  hit-and-run accidents, a sea captain that insisted his way for reputation which ultimately led to the last voyage of Titanic. Can you see it? being too self-conscious brings forth destruction.

ah ha!

SOS,

sunday blues do have a darn lot of control over me.

before eleven.

HOWDY! when the clock strikes eleven, a.m. its normally the time when i start clocking my study hours. a time which i really look forward to when i wake up, yeah. but i do get excited studying as well! the sense of achievement when you conquer a paper or topic. shioook.

meet my new companion ! TODDY!

  

haha, making toddy brought me back to my primary school days where watching ART ATTACK is a definite must. and i’ll start cracking up crafts and stuff straight after the show. ah, 

nostalgic.

a little boy who was interviewed by ELMO in the sesame street said:

” Love is when.. * he paused* you really really like someone .. *he smiled* and would want to be with them forever and ever “

it just gets complicated as we age. But this young boy answered the one million dollar question for the many adults out there.